Sunday, July 30, 2006

July 30, 2006

Hello My Love!

Today was not that great…

And I need to apologize to you because, I never planned for this.

I always thought that I would be in a loving, committed relationship before became a mother. I am sorry that I can’t give you the happy family I wanted for you. I told your Dad about you, and he just said we can’t be together, but if I need help to let him know…

This is the man who was once so in love with me as to say I was the best thing in my life besides his daughter. I am soooo sorry. I wanted you to know your Daddy, and to be a happy family… But I don’t think that will happen and for that I am heartbroken and truly sorry.

Please know that I love you sooooo much, and I would have done anything to make it happen…

But I have learned in life that...



This is an excerpt from the book I Wrote: Letters to Zane
Available September 2007